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I can smell the ocean air <3 [04 Sep 2004|07:42pm]
[ mood | good ]

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All About You
Name?:L a u r e n
Age?:14
Hair Color?:dirty blonde
Eye Color?:blue
Height?:5?
Weight?:105.4
DOB?:may 22
What grade are you in?:9th
Where do you live?:jersey
Are you male or female?:female
What....
time is it?:7:17 PM
day is it?:Saturday
are you eating or drinking at the moment?:nothing
do you touch first when you extend your RIGHT arm?:a hat
do you touch first when you extend your LEFT arm?:my cell phone
was the last website you went to?:my livejournal
was the last meal you ate?:chinese
was the last person that IMed you?:Alexa
was the last person you IMed?:Ryan?
Who....
is your favorite person?:adam <3 russell
is your least favorite person?:50 cent
do you know that does drugs?:i dont want to rat ne one out
do you know that hunts?:anthony platanella
are you in love with?:nobody
are you obsessed with?:lol
made this survey?:you =P
bought the clothes you're wearing?:my mommy got me my pants and i got my shirt
makes you all warm and fuzzy inside?:Ryan =x
Which of your friends....
does the most drugs?:Matt! lol just playing
drinks the most?:Matt! again, just playing
eats the least?:uh
exercises the most?:me or meg
makes you giggle a lot?:all of them
makes you laugh during a sad moment?:all of them
makes you do crazy things?:im crazy on my own =D
makes you say crazy things?:all of the above
tells you everything?:?
do you tell everything?:meg
knows most about you?:meg
have you known longest?:meg
have you dreamed about?:i dreamt about ryan once but it didnt look like him
listens to the best music?:i have to admit, their music ROCKS!
has the best fashion sense?:meg but they all dress good
has the best personality?:um
has the deepest eyes?:uh
gives the best advice?:all
do you hope you still talk to in 10 years?:meg and all of them
Who was the last person who...
you talked to?:Meg
you laughed at?:Alexa's cousin
you made fun of?:i cant remember
you talked about?:i didnt talk about anyone
you IMed?:Ryan?
IMed you?:Alexa
you kissed?:=*
you hugged?:my mom i think
you left in tears?:hmm
you made laugh?:chrissy and DL
walked in your room?:idk im not home
gave you a present?:my mom!!
told you a secret?:meg! its an awesome idea!
made you think you weren't alone?:..
made you feel loved?:chrissy and dl
broke your heart?:=x
stole your heart?:ryan. i got it back tho
told you you were special?:my mom! i sware to god she said it
complimented you?:hmph
died in your family?:i have no idea
died outside of your family (that you know)?:carter the cat!
gave you worldly advice?:alexa, it wasnt really advice but it sounded good
told you good-bye, for good?:i said bye to ryan, we still talk but i dont think anything would ever happen with us again
What is your favorite...
movie?:the nightmare before christmas x DTR
saying?:hearts will never be practical until they are made unbreakable. its kinda a quote but owell
quote?:its a chicken-giraffe being shot by a UFO and its saying HOLY SHIT!
food?:sugary foods
color?:blue and yellow
hair color?:dirty blonde, its sexy i think
eye color?:blue or icey blue
song?:toooo many!
CD?:still toooo many!
radio station?:102.7 the rock alternative
animal?:white tiger
family member?:my aunt jill // mom // danny
fairytale character?:jack and sally and the donkey from shrek
time of day?:5:30 - 7 PM
number?:22
video game?:Mario Party 2 - without a doubt <3 spyro the dragon rocks too
computer game?:the sims
name (for a girl)?:micheala
name (for a boy)?:liam
shape?:heart
adjective?:beautiful
teacher?:x
ex boyfriend/girlfriend?:ryan
lyric snippet?:i have alot but 1 is Stop it, come on you know I cant help it I got the mic and you got the mosh pit
Your school's...
mascot is...:falcon
name is...:oakcrest
colors are...:blue, white, gray
best sport is...:lol idk
principal is...:mongulzzo idk how to spell it
most awesome teacher is...:uh
student population count is...:high
airconditioned? (yes or no):no =(
really awesome or really boring?:i think its fun
Random Miscellaneous Questions...
Are you bored with this?:no
Do you wish it was longer?:sure
When was the last time you went swimming?:the other day
How many lamps do you have in your room?:4?
What size is your bed?:double i think
What religion are you?:christian
Would you rather live in an urban, suburban, or rural area?:subruban
Do you drive?:no
Have you been through college?:no
What college have you/do you wish to go to?:PSU or Duke
What is your oddest habit?:um.. i grind my teeth sometimes and its annoying to me
Name one person that you can't seem to live without...:my mom
What is your favorite word, and what is it's definition?:superkalafragelisticespeealadotious- really cool i guess
Which country would you most like to live in?:france
What was the last song you downloaded, or CD you bought?:
Do you like the kiwi bird or fruit better?:
Are you fond of cats or dogs?:
What is your view on war?:
How many friends would you say you have (roughly)?:
What season is it?:
What is your favorite season?:
Are you an artist of any kind?:
How old do you think you'll be when you die?:
What is your view on suicide?:
Who else is in your house right now?:
What is your favorite form of percipitation?:
What TV show can you watch over and over, and still not get sick of?:
Do you sleep with any stuffed animals?:
What would your last words be?:

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My hands are at your throat and I think I hate you [04 Sep 2004|04:54pm]
[ mood | relieved ]

wow. im reallly relieved. =O ok but ill get into that later. ok, this morning at like 3 AM some raondom persons car alarm went off for the longest friggen time. and no one would shut it up! and then the people that live upstairs from my dad were freaking out cause it was loud too and you could hear every word that they were screaming at eachother. the hole situation was kinda funny tho =P lol. then i woke up at 10 cause abbie was loud when she woke up and i went online and the we went out to eat. my dad made a deal with me that if i gave him 20 hugs for 10 senconds whenever he asked for them he would get me shoes. so that was our plan. we ran a bunch of arrind things and we got school supplies. then we were on our way to get my shoes and my mom called and told me she got me shoes, some shirts and pants. i was sooo relived. thats definitly enough til whenever she can take us shopping. wooooow i feel so much better!

meg had a pretty rad plan for her B-day, and i like it =) i think that would be sooo cool. =D  <3

later <3 noise and kisses - x o - lauren

Well... it's love, it's love, it's love

The memories I hope they never fade <3 [03 Sep 2004|09:58pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

im kinda tired so i dont want to make a huge entry...

hockey was good i guess
i have to do lots of running over the weekend. what fun!
im at dads and on sunday we are going to a "family reunion".. oh my god
blah blah blah i cant really remember anything else but if I do, ill rite it in later

noise and kisses - x o - lauren

Rest In Peace Carter The Cat <33

Well... it's love, it's love, it's love

let me take the wheel and I'll crash this car [03 Sep 2004|12:28pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

blah. my parents make me so angry. dad is such a bullshitter and mom is agreeing with him [kind of] when they havent been able to agree for like .. 5 years. why now?!

so im sitting here listening to music, completly bored and im waiting for the minutes to hit 2:15. cause once again gracie is my savor and she is driving me to hockey cause mom and dad are working. what a suprise. i have to find something to eat cause im really hungry lol

With every passing moment, it just keeps
getting worse The    walls    are    getting
smaller   and   I am   six    feet beneath the
earth. And I will be, oh I will be, just lost.

noise and kisses <|3 lauren

Well... it's love, it's love, it's love

Goobye to you, you're taking up my time [03 Sep 2004|06:33am]
[ mood | stressed ]

jesus. another day started at 6 something. actually i woke up at 2 again but i fell back asleep. im kinda stressing over some things that, this time, give me a reason to stress.

  1. hockey. enough said
  2. honors. enough said
  3. school. enough said
  4. the fact that my mom cant take me school shopping til AFTER school starts, and how my dad is the biggest fucking ass in the world cause he gives me that line "thats what i pay your mom for." which by the way, he dosnt really pay her anymore. my mom works sometimes 7 days a week and my dad wont take me to get what i need for school. he said school supplies but i dont know what i need, so why do i want them? i tried to call him last nite to tell him that its not a huge deal to buy his daughter clothes cause she needs the to surive. im a 14 year old girl going into highschool. what does he expect? lol. i definitly need shoes tho, so no matter what he has to get me them. and hes probally gonna be mad at me but seriously, thats bull shit.

later <|3

Noise and Kisses - lauren

Well... it's love, it's love, it's love

Intoxicating beauty tears everything down [02 Sep 2004|06:26pm]
[ mood | optimistic ]

field hockey practice summed up into about 5 sentences. I made freshman which pissed me off but basicly every freshman did cept for holly and brit yacherie, who is now going back down to freshman cause she wants to be with her friends. The freshman team isnt really a team cause they dont listen to anyone and its so horrible. Running 1 treeline indian style is friggen cake, but yet our team can only do it when there are upperclassmen around. Our field is trassh, grass is super long, and its not marked, and its rite in the middle of the sunniest part of the campus. Tomorrow, me and brittany are going to our coach and telling her that we need captins and that we need to change cause at this rate our team isnt going to do good at all.

and me being a bitch i was pissed off cause our team was not able to run a damn treeline. we have been running 2 evveryday for the past 3 weeks! they couldnt stay in 2 lines, they were screaming at eachother the hole time it was a complete mess. but since im trying to be the optimistic one here, i think we can pull it together. the team [most of the team] agrees that we need captins cause our team isnt really "together". so I automaticly offered to be captin and i think brittany carralson should be one with me. people probally wont like that but im just trying to make the freshman team look like they are good. being freshman is already making us look like we have no idea what we are doing so we have to step it up. my mommy gave me a speech, she said that this happened for a reason and that i should help this team "shine." she said a bunch of other stuff that made me feel special and important. lol so even tho a lot of my team is probally gonna hate me by the end of the season, im trying to make the best of this <3

noise and kisses - x o - lauren

Well... it's love, it's love, it's love

no matter how far I go, my heart remains with you<3 [02 Sep 2004|11:37am]
[ mood | bored ]

jesus.. no more after this one =)

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Name:go on.. just say it you need me like a bad habbit > lauren
Age:14
Height:5?
Hair Color:dirrty x blonde
Eye color:blue
Any piercings?:my ears .. 4
Any tattos?:not yet
Have you ever....
Dyed your hair:yup
Pierced a body part yourself:almost
Gotten into a fist fight:no
Cursed at a teacher:maybe
Watched TV for 8 hours straight:probally. ive talked to lexa for 8 hours straight on the fone tho
Played on the computer for 24 hours:probally
Said SHUB A DA FLUB A DA MOO!!!:lmaoo
Favorite
Color:blue and yellow
Band:i have a few <3
Food:candy
Drink:water
Game:computer game or board game?
Place to be:the BEACH!!
Song:lots
Person:adam russell nd mike glita
This or That
Nite or day:depends... nite i think
Orange or yellow:both
Black or blue:blue
Boat or plane:plane
Phone or computer:both
Hamburger or Hotdog:hamburger
Pop or Rap:pop
Punk or Emo:both
Goth or Metalhead:ethier
Do you like...
Pizza:yesh
Orange pop:yup. i do i do i do i do i dooooooooo
Grape soda:yuup
Vanilla coke:lol yes
Curly fries:YES!!
PEANUT BUTTER!:YEAH!!
Good charlotte?:sure. lol they arent bad
Mest?:yup
Simple Plan?:not really
How bout Slipknot?:yeah
Friends
How many friends do you have?:true friends... about 5
Best:Meg, Monica, Lexa, Chrissy <3
Worst:=x
Funniest: melanieeeze
Dullest:um
Weirdest:all of them
Nicest:=)
Meanest:=(
Coolest:all of them
Scariest:ME! BOO!!
Quiestest:Chrissy or Monica
Loudest:Lexa
Blondest:Meg. the one with the brown hair
Most annoying:hmm lol
Most cheerful:Meg is always positive. its sickening
Most depressed:uh
Random Questions dude
Do you like penguins:of course
How bout MONKEYS:hell yeah
What time is it right now:11:32 AM
Where were you born:in a hospital
Where are you now:in my house
Do you like your life:yeah
Have you ever said DUDE WHERES MY CAR?? while looking for something:lol yeah
Do you like the word BAH:sure
Can people trust you:yup
Do you trust yourself:yeah
If you could have 3 wishes what would you wish for:peace, luck and more wishes
Did you know that there are 50 million monkeys in India:no.
Did you know that the shortest sentence in the english language is I am?:no
Do you like the president? *haha*:lol no
Where do you see your self in 5 years?:college
Could you imagine being in a famous rock/heavy metal/punk band:lmao i want to be!
Do you like chcolate ice cream?:yeah man
Whats your favorite movie?:the nightmare before christmas
Have you ever seen Austin Powers in Goldmember?:=D yeah man i own that shit
Do you know what a Fajha is?:lol yup
If so wut is it?:i dont want to soubd stupid
Can you belive I just asked you that last question? lol:lmao
How many hours do you spend on the computer in one day:lots
How many hours do you watch tv in a day:lots more
Do you want a cadillac:yuppers
If quizzes are quizical what are test? lol:lmfaooo i get it!!
What time is it now?:11:36 AM

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I'm riding on your wave and you crush me when you break [02 Sep 2004|06:56am]
[ mood | awake ]

another survey..
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About YOU!
Name:Lauren
Age:14
Hair Color:blonde
Eye color:blue
Do you like them:yup
Height:5 something i think...
Weight:105.4
Grade:9th
Favorites
Color:blue and yellow
Name:for a boy: Liam .. for a girl: Micheala
Show:Summerland
Movie:The Nightmare Before Christmas
Person:Adam Russell
actor:Tom Welling?
singer:Amy Lee
band:i have a lot
food:candy
drink:water
alcoholic beverage:strawberry daquris
animal:white tiger
thing to do:play sports or hang out with friends
Love and that stuff..
Got a boy/girlfriend:no =/
If so, do you love them:x
Whats their name:x
Do you like some one:idk
Do you have a crush on some one:idk
Have you kissed someone of the same sex:no
opposite sex:yeah
Bi/Straight/Gay/Confused:straight
Ever have sex before:no
If not do you want to:not really
How many people do you love at this current moment:i love everyone =D
Friends
Best friends:Meg, Lexa, Monica, Chrissy <3
Would you die for a friend:yeah
The majority of your friends are guys? or girls?:i think its a tie?
Do you get along with your friends:yeah
Do you like a friend more than just a friend:no
whats the worse thing that happend between you and a friend:Ryan or the "entry"
whats the best thing that happend between you and a friend:the day we bacame friends? lol
School
DO you like it:its not as bad as everyone says it is, but its annoying
What are your fav. class:history and science
When does school start and finish:time? like 730-2 something i think
Do you want to go to school:i dont care. i wanna go to the beach
If school didn't exsist right now..what would you be doing:still sitting here
Are you a good student:yeah i guess
Do you get in trouble at school:not really
Have you ever...
Had sex:no
Got high:once
Got drunk:not all the way
Been arrested:almost
Slept with someone of the opposite sex (not sex wise..actual sleep):yeah
bEEN OUTTA THE us:no =(
cried over a guy/girl:yeah
been so drunk you threw up:no
broken a bone:yup
gone out with the same sex:no
kissed the same sex:no
This or that
Cuddle or Kiss:cuddle.. then kiss
Sex or messing around:neither in 14 thank you 0=)
Hair or no hair:lol
punk or goth:punk
rap or metal:metal
movies or reg. tv:movies
loving someone or liking someone:loving someone
hate or love:love
boys or girls:boys
aim or msn:AIM
good charlotte or eminem:GC
caffine or sugar:sugar
happy or sad:happy
music or tv:music
What...
time is it:7:05 AM. i cant fall asleep
are you doing:listening to music and doing this survey
do you like to do when your bored:listen to music or call someone or whatever
day is it:Thursday
Random
One person you would have sex with and why:confidental. probally adam russell tho!
got any pets:yeah
What do you eat for breakfast:food
Wear boxers?:yup
How about bras (if your a guy...and you say yes... ekk):yeah
More love stuff
What kind of guy/girl do you like:its pretty long to explain. its also too much to ask for
Does looks matter:not really
What turns you on:when a guy smellls really good, when they wear their pants lower than their boxers with a stud belt, and when they wear those black sex bracelet things
Are you aggeressive or not:ehh not really
DO you like kissing:sure
Would you have oral sex:confidental
Name one person you'd do anything with:omg why do you care?!
Are you in love:no
What is love:x
Nick names
Got nick names?:LB L*biZ or L*biZ train
How'd you get them:meg and her mom
like them:sure
Your Sig. Other
What's their name:x
How long have you been together:x
same or opposite sex:x but if i had one its oppostie sex
what is the best thing psychically about them:x
what is the best thing mentally about them:x
Would you change anything about them:x
What is one thing you want to change:x
Do you think you will be together for ever:x
Ever had a arguement:x
Do they have any flaws:x
DO YOU LOVE EM:x
One person you..
Love:Adam Russell
Hate:i dont really hate neone
Trust:Meg
Distrust:cant tell
Want to get to know more:someone =)
Want to sleep with:shut up with these questions
Want to go out with:who knows
Want to tell something:i dont have nething to tell
Feel sorry for:uh
Kids and marriage
Are you married:yes in my mind
Got kids:no
Want to get married:yeah
Have kids:yeah
Who would you get married to:adam russell but realisticly that wont happen so someone else
Music ...this or that
What music do you like:Rock
What music can't you stand:Rap
Marilyn Manson or Shania Twain:Shania.. my mom loves her
Sum 41 or Eminem:Sum 41
Rap or rock:Rock
rock or metal:both
punk or techno:Punk
alt. or heavy metal:ethier
Slipknot or Good Charlotte:ethier
No music or Music:music. a must have
In conclusion
Describe yourself in one word:Lauren
Would you change anything about yourself:yeah
If you had all the money in the world what would you buy:college, stuff my family needed and whatever else i wanted
Whats one thing you want to do before you die:sky dive, bungee jump, see soty in concert
One person you want to meet before you die:adam russell or mike glita
Whats your career goal:to be famous and signed my DTR or to be a nurse
Whats your opinion on gay marriages:whatever floats your boat
What abou gay and bi people:i think bi is kinda weird but whatever floats your boat too
Wheres one place you wanna live:france or cali
Is there any one you'd live with..and who?:?
Got piercings?:yeah
Want some? and where:i have my ears peirced. i want a bellybutton ring and maybe a lip ring
Got tatoos:no
want some and where:on my hips and on my back
Would you have sex with a stranger:probally not
Last question... Kiss a stranger:probally

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Noone sleeps tonight til everything is burned and everyone is sacrificed. [01 Sep 2004|06:28pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

ahh i just got hone from practice.  i love field hockey. this team is soo cool all the people are awesome. i was talking to lots of people i never really talked to before and roney is in my lunch =D today was a good practice. we ran a lot and it was lots of fun running while all the other sports were playing, it gives you something to watch and take your mind off of running. being positive =D i dont know why but i loved that friggen practice. tomorrow i think we find out what team we are on and im so nervous! i hope i make a good team =x jessica mae wants me to help her with her livejouranl so if im smart enough i can fix hers too =) so im gonna go help her. later <3

noise and kisses <3 lauren

ps. NEVER eat mcdonalds before or after field hockey. =P

Well... it's love, it's love, it's love

I've got a 20 dollar bill that says noones even seen you without makeup.. [01 Sep 2004|01:25pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

i changed my layout all by myself today =) now i know what im doing! yay! ok newhoo, nothing happened today. i was online the whole time. i have hockey at 3 and i cant wait to go. these last 3 days are whats going to "make you or break you" i personally think.

im gonna go get ready for practice. later xo

noise and kisses <3 lauren

Well... it's love, it's love, it's love

I make excuses just to touch you and I can't stop.. I can't stop<3 [31 Aug 2004|10:40am]
[ mood | excited ]

ok.. the last 3 days i cant remember what happened. so ill talk about yesterday. lol after hockey i couldnt go to the party thing that i wanted to cause it was just all messed up. so i had to go to megs with her mom and her. LB had to work so we went to the pool with her and it rained. we must be cursed cause every time we go there it rains =P but yeah, when it wasnt raining, i went swimming and got SO much of my honors packet done. =) meg was slepping most of the time. but then it started to like, downpour so we left =) then i hung with meg and her mom and we were PLANNING on going to my house to watch movies and eat ice cream cause my mom isnt happy and it was raining and what not it was just the right timing for that. but nooo i had to go to dads. lol so maybe tonite or something. who nos

today, our practice, as a team, was soo awesome. we all did good. our coach was proud =) we had to stay inside tho and play in the gray gym cuase it was wet and slippery outside. we did a 20 minute run around the school it was so cool. tee*hee then we did a whole bunch of other stuff like stick work, running, and what not. at the end of practice i got my big sister =D its jamie earl!! shes so cool man i was hoping i got her =D im reallllllly suuper happy =D wow im excited =) =D

ok well, meg called me so i gotta go. later <3

noise and kisses - lauren

Well... it's love, it's love, it's love

I want you to know that I miss you, I miss you so [28 Aug 2004|02:32pm]
[ mood | content ]

Yesterday when we went to megs dads wedding, meg and I went to listen to music in the car. we didnt turn it on all the way tho. we put the AC on and then we listened to music. after about 4 minutes, the speakers in the back started making weird sounds like someone was trying to get so we turned the bass down. it still was being stupid. so we got freaked out and we left. then after the wedding was over, mr brennan got changed and we went to the car. were in the car and he tries to turn it on and it dosnt start. lol. me and meg looked at eachother like... shit were in trouble! then this guy who worked at the church got his jumper cables but that didnt help. =x so me and meg walked away and we talked. i reallllly wanted to climb this tree and i walked over to it and i almost died casue i saw this huge bug thing that comes back every 7 years or whatever. it was only their skin but it was freaky. lol then judy came and we went to the game.

at the game we were up soo high. but it was cool. i got water ice =) newhoo, we were leaving and this random kid came up to us and was like do you work here? and we didnt think he was talking to us cause we did NOT look like we worked at the stadium and then he asked again and i was like NO! lol then this cool guy walked by and he was like "its a yellow bus!" but i guess you had to hear it cause it was funny. and meg and I were just being really stupid and making jokes about the dumbest things like when this car ran over a can and i said, crush the car.. puncture the tire. =) lol

then this morning me and meg tried to make eggs after we fought for 15 minutes on what we wanted to eat. the house still smells like something is burning =D meg burnt her toast too and the eggs didnt turn out to be dippy. lol

noise and kisses <3 lauren

Well... it's love, it's love, it's love

FORGET MY NAME * [27 Aug 2004|10:55am]
[ mood | mellow ]

yesterday after meg came over for a little bit we went to her dads house. last night we watched the olympic field hockey game and its soo cool. i wanna do that =)  neways, today we are going to megs dads wedding he has to play at and then we are going to the phillies game. theres going to be like 4 little kids with us too. it sucks but itll be fun. i want dip -n- dots. =D and i have to run so when i go home on sunday i think thats what ill do =) cause we start mandatory on monday =x nervous lol

adam adam adam adam adam adam adam adam adam adam adam adam<3

noise and kisses <3 lauren

Well... it's love, it's love, it's love

If you keep driving we'll be lying in the wreck * [26 Aug 2004|10:30am]
[ mood | accomplished ]

today i had hockey practice. the last regualr practice before everything starts to count. gracie gave me a ride there and home and on the way home her dad was like godall of new jersey is gay, we should just be gay too. lmao it was a funny conversation. no offence tho =) at practice on tuesday i ran my 2 tree lines in 21:23 minutes and today when i ran my 2 tree lines, i ran it in 19:59 minutes =D immm soooo happpy!!!! and i havent even been running a lot. i walked a little yesterday to meet chrissy and danielle but woah im stoaked! overall tho, i think i had a ok practice. pretty good i guess. were going kyacking on saturday, i doubt i can go, but theres a pool party after practice on monday. i wanna go! thats when we get our older sisters =D tee*hee. Tonite im going to megs dads house at 5 and tomorrow were going to that phillies game so im gonna go take a shower, pack and watch DTR! ((hmm i guess umm i guess)) later <3

 

noise and kisses xo -lauren

Well... it's love, it's love, it's love

I could go all night* ox [25 Aug 2004|08:00pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

...After orientation, I talked to Chrissy and I met her and Danielle at the white bridge and we walked to Wawa. Their friend Michelle? was in there working lol. That whole experience was fun =) Then we walked back to Chrissys and hung there. Chrissy couldnt go to the HIPV concert and I felt bad for her. But that's gonna  be made up cause I think I'm allowed to go to the Senses Fail concert =D!! I gave up on the <3 SoTy <3 concert casue I know that was a definite no. =/ But my mom said I can probally go to the other concert =D and Danielle might be coming too! that would be so much fun you have no idea!! Then after we were calmed down, we just hung out and did fun stuff like we always do. lol Then we ate TACOS for dinner. way cool! then me and Chrissy rocked out to TBS hehe were cool.

Tomorrow I have FH practice.... and Gracie is taking me <3 Then I think I'm going to Meg's dads or something cause were going to a Phillies game or whatever on Friday. I gotta get some moooooola. That is going to be hard. I gotta go mooch off of my mom. later ((faggott)) =)

noise and kisses <3 lauren

 

He is so amazingly perfect* oh my god xo

Well... it's love, it's love, it's love

I miss you so much that it hurts <3 [25 Aug 2004|01:03pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]

today so far, i woke up early cause i had to get ready for orientation. then i was all ready and what not and i went out to the bus. the bus drive was a complete moron. he got lost, forgot to pick some people up and he asked us where we got dropped off. like we were supposed to know. the hole finding your classes thing was soo confusing. i am gonig to die when i get to oakcrest. =x i saw all my friends that i havent seen in forever. my bus is made up of complete losers like bret and joe joe. at least i have jessica mae and becca brown on there <3 lots of people were shocked to see me with my braces =( lol. there were some hot guys there too man <3 hehe.

my mom went to the beach without me. that bitch. grr so now im home all day long with nothing to do. i think i mite be hanging out with chrissy and danielle tho =D yay! so ill be back later*

 

noise and kisses <3 lauren

Well... it's love, it's love, it's love

I thought it through and my worst brings out the best in you* [24 Aug 2004|12:06pm]
[ mood | dirty ]

ok i couldnt update yesterday cause my dads computer was messed up. yesterday my dad picked me up at 2 or something and we went to lunch. then we went to best buy and MY DAD GOT ME HE DRIVE THRU DVD =D i watched it for 5 hours last night. im a geek. then my dad made me watch this show on HBO and its aobut this famous teen and how hes a megamillionare or something and how he hangs with his friends. vince [the famous kid] is hot. wow ill definitly be watching that show more often. neway today i had practice. we had to run 2 laps and then 2 tree lines. i finished 2 tree lines in 21 minutes and 23 seconds. its good but could be better. there was only like 2 freshman infront of me. so i didnt have to run extra at the end =) but yeah it was cool.... im going home tonight cause of orientation tomorrow morning. blah im gonna go take a shower and work on my honors thing. later <3

 

noise and kisses - x o - lauren

Well... it's love, it's love, it's love

All I want is you ox [23 Aug 2004|12:37pm]
[ mood | curious ]

heres a quiz for ppl to take. fill it out and put it in my comments. I GOT THIS FROM MEGHAN BRENNAN CAUSE SHE IS WAY COOLER THAN I AM! =D <3

What Would You do if..
I cried ((
I asked you to help ((
I died from natural causes ((
I said I liked you ((
I kissed you ((
I stole something ((
I was hospitalized ((
I ran away from home ((
I got in a fight and you were there ((
I got dumped ((
I pissed you off ((
I did something that you could never forgive me for ((

What Do You Think Of My...
Personality ((
Eyes ((
Face ((
Hair ((
Clothes ((
Voice ((
Humor ((
Choice of music ((
Mannerisms ((
Family ((
Friends ((
Decisions ((

Would You...
Be my friend ((
Tell me the truth no matter what ((
Lie to make me feel better ((
Spread rumors about me ((
Keep a secret if I told you one ((
Loan me some cash ((
Hold my hand ((
Take a bullet for me ((
Keep in touch ((
Try and solve my problems ((
Love me ((
Want me naked in your bed ((


noise and kisses <3 lauren

3 Make it h u r t <3Well... it's love, it's love, it's love

You're my everything <3 [23 Aug 2004|11:56am]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Right now im talking to alexa on the fone. She is telling me my mood cause i cant decide. She coming home today =D Shes going to her dad-Os, Just like the rest of us. Seriously everyone is at their dads. Me, Meg, Chrissy, Lexa AND Danielle is with Chrissy at her dads house lol. Dad's house are stinky. But im hoping!!! that my dad will be super nice and take me to get the drive-thru vol.2 dvd <33. Woah i want it super bad. Hehe--- anyway, I'm really bored so I made an enrty. =) Dad is gonna be here soon and he's taking me out to lunch. It's gona be weird cause it's never me and my dad. We are always with other people, lol I figured perfect timing to  beg for the dvd I want. 0=)

noise and kisses <3 lauren

Well... it's love, it's love, it's love

Come on sweet catastrophie <3 [22 Aug 2004|05:14pm]
[ mood | productive ]

The truth is you could slit my throat and with my one last gasping breath I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt<3

Once again, today was a rather boring, slow moving day. I woke up at 8 something and it was absolutly beautiful outside and i was reallllly wanting to go to the beach today. that didnt happen. =/ then i was really bored til about 10 when i took a nap for like 45 minutes. lol then abbie called me and asked if she could come home and i was like .. ugh fine i guess i cant say no cause i was supposed to be babysitting her. so now shes here and my hole day is thrown off cause i had to watch her. but its cool cause i didnt have plans neway. i played field hockey for about 30 mins and then i got mad at myslef casue i wasnt doing good so like a loser i gave up and went inside =) neways then danny went and got us lunch and i made a new screen name [woo hoo!] and then i took a shower. im going to my dads tonite when my mom gets home from work. if someone wants to hang out or whatever call me <3 tomorrow i cant do nething cause of FH on tuesday morning, tuesday i cant do anything cause of orientation on wensday and wensday i cnt do anything casue of FH on Thursday =D hehe. im a busy girl i guess. im really confused about this hole pick up time for orientation. it ses 1 hour and 45 mins after your regular pick up time. so 6:55 plus 1:45 is 8:00? i dont get it. lol if anyone can help me... please do. Tee*Hee

i have to go pack now =P blah. later - x o -

noise and kisses <3 lauren

2 Make it h u r t <3Well... it's love, it's love, it's love

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