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I can smell the ocean air <3 [04 Sep 2004|07:42pm] [ mood | good ] </td></td></td></td></td></td></td></td> All About You Name?: L a u r e n Age?: 14 Hair Color?: dirty blonde Eye Color?: blue Height?: 5? Weight?: 105.4 DOB?: may 22 What grade are you in?: 9th Where do you live?: jersey Are you male or female?: female What.... time is it?: 7:17 PM day is it?: Saturday are you eating or drinking at the moment?: nothing do you touch first when you extend your RIGHT arm?: a hat do you touch first when you extend your LEFT arm?: my cell phone was the last website you went to?: my livejournal was the last meal you ate?: chinese was the last person that IMed you?: Alexa was the last person you IMed?: Ryan? Who.... is your favorite person?: adam <3 russell is your least favorite person?: 50 cent do you know that does drugs?: i dont want to rat ne one out do you know that hunts?: anthony platanella are you in love with?: nobody are you obsessed with?: lol made this survey?: you =P bought the clothes you're wearing?: my mommy got me my pants and i got my shirt makes you all warm and fuzzy inside?: Ryan =x Which of your friends.... does the most drugs?: Matt! lol just playing drinks the most?: Matt! again, just playing eats the least?: uh exercises the most?: me or meg makes you giggle a lot?: all of them makes you laugh during a sad moment?: all of them makes you do crazy things?: im crazy on my own =D makes you say crazy things?: all of the above tells you everything?: ? do you tell everything?: meg knows most about you?: meg have you known longest?: meg have you dreamed about?: i dreamt about ryan once but it didnt look like him listens to the best music?: i have to admit, their music ROCKS! has the best fashion sense?: meg but they all dress good has the best personality?: um has the deepest eyes?: uh gives the best advice?: all do you hope you still talk to in 10 years?: meg and all of them Who was the last person who... you talked to?: Meg you laughed at?: Alexa's cousin you made fun of?: i cant remember you talked about?: i didnt talk about anyone you IMed?: Ryan? IMed you?: Alexa you kissed?: =* you hugged?: my mom i think you left in tears?: hmm you made laugh?: chrissy and DL walked in your room?: idk im not home gave you a present?: my mom!! told you a secret?: meg! its an awesome idea! made you think you weren't alone?: .. made you feel loved?: chrissy and dl broke your heart?: =x stole your heart?: ryan. i got it back tho told you you were special?: my mom! i sware to god she said it complimented you?: hmph died in your family?: i have no idea died outside of your family (that you know)?: carter the cat! gave you worldly advice?: alexa, it wasnt really advice but it sounded good told you good-bye, for good?: i said bye to ryan, we still talk but i dont think anything would ever happen with us again What is your favorite... movie?: the nightmare before christmas x DTR saying?: hearts will never be practical until they are made unbreakable. its kinda a quote but owell quote?: its a chicken-giraffe being shot by a UFO and its saying HOLY SHIT! food?: sugary foods color?: blue and yellow hair color?: dirty blonde, its sexy i think eye color?: blue or icey blue song?: toooo many! CD?: still toooo many! radio station?: 102.7 the rock alternative animal?: white tiger family member?: my aunt jill // mom // danny fairytale character?: jack and sally and the donkey from shrek time of day?: 5:30 - 7 PM number?: 22 video game?: Mario Party 2 - without a doubt <3 spyro the dragon rocks too computer game?: the sims name (for a girl)?: micheala name (for a boy)?: liam shape?: heart adjective?: beautiful teacher?: x ex boyfriend/girlfriend?: ryan lyric snippet?: i have alot but 1 is Stop it, come on you know I cant help it I got the mic and you got the mosh pit Your school's... mascot is...: falcon name is...: oakcrest colors are...: blue, white, gray best sport is...: lol idk principal is...: mongulzzo idk how to spell it most awesome teacher is...: uh student population count is...: high airconditioned? (yes or no): no =( really awesome or really boring?: i think its fun Random Miscellaneous Questions... Are you bored with this?: no Do you wish it was longer?: sure When was the last time you went swimming?: the other day How many lamps do you have in your room?: 4? What size is your bed?: double i think What religion are you?: christian Would you rather live in an urban, suburban, or rural area?: subruban Do you drive?: no Have you been through college?: no What college have you/do you wish to go to?: PSU or Duke What is your oddest habit?: um.. i grind my teeth sometimes and its annoying to me Name one person that you can't seem to live without...: my mom What is your favorite word, and what is it's definition?: superkalafragelisticespeealadotious- really cool i guess Which country would you most like to live in?: france What was the last song you downloaded, or CD you bought?: Do you like the kiwi bird or fruit better?: Are you fond of cats or dogs?: What is your view on war?: How many friends would you say you have (roughly)?: What season is it?: What is your favorite season?: Are you an artist of any kind?: How old do you think you'll be when you die?: What is your view on suicide?: Who else is in your house right now?: What is your favorite form of percipitation?: What TV show can you watch over and over, and still not get sick of?: Do you sleep with any stuffed animals?: What would your last words be?: Cure-All For Boredom (140 questions) brought to you by BZOINK! 2 Make it h u r t <3 ♥ Well... it's love, it's love, it's love

My hands are at your throat and I think I hate you [04 Sep 2004|04:54pm] [ mood | relieved ] wow. im reallly relieved. =O ok but ill get into that later. ok, this morning at like 3 AM some raondom persons car alarm went off for the longest friggen time. and no one would shut it up! and then the people that live upstairs from my dad were freaking out cause it was loud too and you could hear every word that they were screaming at eachother. the hole situation was kinda funny tho =P lol. then i woke up at 10 cause abbie was loud when she woke up and i went online and the we went out to eat. my dad made a deal with me that if i gave him 20 hugs for 10 senconds whenever he asked for them he would get me shoes. so that was our plan. we ran a bunch of arrind things and we got school supplies. then we were on our way to get my shoes and my mom called and told me she got me shoes, some shirts and pants. i was sooo relived. thats definitly enough til whenever she can take us shopping. wooooow i feel so much better! meg had a pretty rad plan for her B-day, and i like it =) i think that would be sooo cool. =D  <3 later <3 noise and kisses - x o - lauren Well... it's love, it's love, it's love

The memories I hope they never fade <3 [03 Sep 2004|09:58pm] [ mood | sleepy ] im kinda tired so i dont want to make a huge entry... hockey was good i guess i have to do lots of running over the weekend. what fun! im at dads and on sunday we are going to a "family reunion".. oh my god blah blah blah i cant really remember anything else but if I do, ill rite it in later noise and kisses - x o - lauren Rest In Peace Carter The Cat <33 Well... it's love, it's love, it's love

let me take the wheel and I'll crash this car [03 Sep 2004|12:28pm] [ mood | hopeful ] blah. my parents make me so angry. dad is such a bullshitter and mom is agreeing with him [kind of] when they havent been able to agree for like .. 5 years. why now?! so im sitting here listening to music, completly bored and im waiting for the minutes to hit 2:15. cause once again gracie is my savor and she is driving me to hockey cause mom and dad are working. what a suprise. i have to find something to eat cause im really hungry lol With every passing moment, it just keeps getting worse The    walls    are    getting smaller   and   I am   six    feet beneath the earth. And I will be, oh I will be, just lost. noise and kisses <|3 lauren Well... it's love, it's love, it's love

Goobye to you, you're taking up my time [03 Sep 2004|06:33am] [ mood | stressed ] jesus. another day started at 6 something. actually i woke up at 2 again but i fell back asleep. im kinda stressing over some things that, this time, give me a reason to stress. hockey. enough said honors. enough said school. enough said the fact that my mom cant take me school shopping til AFTER school starts, and how my dad is the biggest fucking ass in the world cause he gives me that line "thats what i pay your mom for." which by the way, he dosnt really pay her anymore. my mom works sometimes 7 days a week and my dad wont take me to get what i need for school. he said school supplies but i dont know what i need, so why do i want them? i tried to call him last nite to tell him that its not a huge deal to buy his daughter clothes cause she needs the to surive. im a 14 year old girl going into highschool. what does he expect? lol. i definitly need shoes tho, so no matter what he has to get me them. and hes probally gonna be mad at me but seriously, thats bull shit. later <|3 Noise and Kisses - lauren Well... it's love, it's love, it's love

Intoxicating beauty tears everything down [02 Sep 2004|06:26pm] [ mood | optimistic ] field hockey practice summed up into about 5 sentences. I made freshman which pissed me off but basicly every freshman did cept for holly and brit yacherie, who is now going back down to freshman cause she wants to be with her friends. The freshman team isnt really a team cause they dont listen to anyone and its so horrible. Running 1 treeline indian style is friggen cake, but yet our team can only do it when there are upperclassmen around. Our field is trassh, grass is super long, and its not marked, and its rite in the middle of the sunniest part of the campus. Tomorrow, me and brittany are going to our coach and telling her that we need captins and that we need to change cause at this rate our team isnt going to do good at all. and me being a bitch i was pissed off cause our team was not able to run a damn treeline. we have been running 2 evveryday for the past 3 weeks! they couldnt stay in 2 lines, they were screaming at eachother the hole time it was a complete mess. but since im trying to be the optimistic one here, i think we can pull it together. the team [most of the team] agrees that we need captins cause our team isnt really "together". so I automaticly offered to be captin and i think brittany carralson should be one with me. people probally wont like that but im just trying to make the freshman team look like they are good. being freshman is already making us look like we have no idea what we are doing so we have to step it up. my mommy gave me a speech, she said that this happened for a reason and that i should help this team "shine." she said a bunch of other stuff that made me feel special and important. lol so even tho a lot of my team is probally gonna hate me by the end of the season, im trying to make the best of this <3 noise and kisses - x o - lauren Well... it's love, it's love, it's love

no matter how far I go, my heart remains with you<3 [02 Sep 2004|11:37am] [ mood | bored ] jesus.. no more after this one =) </td></td></td></td></td></td> Name: go on.. just say it you need me like a bad habbit > lauren Age: 14 Height: 5? Hair Color: dirrty x blonde Eye color: blue Any piercings?: my ears .. 4 Any tattos?: not yet Have you ever.... Dyed your hair: yup Pierced a body part yourself: almost Gotten into a fist fight: no Cursed at a teacher: maybe Watched TV for 8 hours straight: probally. ive talked to lexa for 8 hours straight on the fone tho Played on the computer for 24 hours: probally Said SHUB A DA FLUB A DA MOO!!!: lmaoo Favorite Color: blue and yellow Band: i have a few <3 Food: candy Drink: water Game: computer game or board game? Place to be: the BEACH!! Song: lots Person: adam russell nd mike glita This or That Nite or day: depends... nite i think Orange or yellow: both Black or blue: blue Boat or plane: plane Phone or computer: both Hamburger or Hotdog: hamburger Pop or Rap: pop Punk or Emo: both Goth or Metalhead: ethier Do you like... Pizza: yesh Orange pop: yup. i do i do i do i do i dooooooooo Grape soda: yuup Vanilla coke: lol yes Curly fries: YES!! PEANUT BUTTER!: YEAH!! Good charlotte?: sure. lol they arent bad Mest?: yup Simple Plan?: not really How bout Slipknot?: yeah Friends How many friends do you have?: true friends... about 5 Best: Meg, Monica, Lexa, Chrissy <3 Worst: =x Funniest: melanieeeze Dullest: um Weirdest: all of them Nicest: =) Meanest: =( Coolest: all of them Scariest: ME! BOO!! Quiestest: Chrissy or Monica Loudest: Lexa Blondest: Meg. the one with the brown hair Most annoying: hmm lol Most cheerful: Meg is always positive. its sickening Most depressed: uh Random Questions dude Do you like penguins: of course How bout MONKEYS: hell yeah What time is it right now: 11:32 AM Where were you born: in a hospital Where are you now: in my house Do you like your life: yeah Have you ever said DUDE WHERES MY CAR?? while looking for something: lol yeah Do you like the word BAH: sure Can people trust you: yup Do you trust yourself: yeah If you could have 3 wishes what would you wish for: peace, luck and more wishes Did you know that there are 50 million monkeys in India: no. Did you know that the shortest sentence in the english language is I am?: no Do you like the president? *haha*: lol no Where do you see your self in 5 years?: college Could you imagine being in a famous rock/heavy metal/punk band: lmao i want to be! Do you like chcolate ice cream?: yeah man Whats your favorite movie?: the nightmare before christmas Have you ever seen Austin Powers in Goldmember?: =D yeah man i own that shit Do you know what a Fajha is?: lol yup If so wut is it?: i dont want to soubd stupid Can you belive I just asked you that last question? lol: lmao How many hours do you spend on the computer in one day: lots How many hours do you watch tv in a day: lots more Do you want a cadillac: yuppers If quizzes are quizical what are test? lol: lmfaooo i get it!! What time is it now?: 11:36 AM Take this when your bored!! brought to you by BZOINK! Well... it's love, it's love, it's love

I'm riding on your wave and you crush me when you break [02 Sep 2004|06:56am] [ mood | awake ] another survey.. </td></td></td></td></td></td></td></td></td></td></td></td></td></td></td></td> About YOU! Name: Lauren Age: 14 Hair Color: blonde Eye color: blue Do you like them: yup Height: 5 something i think... Weight: 105.4 Grade: 9th Favorites Color: blue and yellow Name: for a boy: Liam .. for a girl: Micheala Show: Summerland Movie: The Nightmare Before Christmas Person: Adam Russell actor: Tom Welling? singer: Amy Lee band: i have a lot food: candy drink: water alcoholic beverage: strawberry daquris animal: white tiger thing to do: play sports or hang out with friends Love and that stuff.. Got a boy/girlfriend: no =/ If so, do you love them: x Whats their name: x Do you like some one: idk Do you have a crush on some one: idk Have you kissed someone of the same sex: no opposite sex: yeah Bi/Straight/Gay/Confused: straight Ever have sex before: no If not do you want to: not really How many people do you love at this current moment: i love everyone =D Friends Best friends: Meg, Lexa, Monica, Chrissy <3 Would you die for a friend: yeah The majority of your friends are guys? or girls?: i think its a tie? Do you get along with your friends: yeah Do you like a friend more than just a friend: no whats the worse thing that happend between you and a friend: Ryan or the "entry" whats the best thing that happend between you and a friend: the day we bacame friends? lol School DO you like it: its not as bad as everyone says it is, but its annoying What are your fav. class: history and science When does school start and finish: time? like 730-2 something i think Do you want to go to school: i dont care. i wanna go to the beach If school didn't exsist right now..what would you be doing: still sitting here Are you a good student: yeah i guess Do you get in trouble at school: not really Have you ever... Had sex: no Got high: once Got drunk: not all the way Been arrested: almost Slept with someone of the opposite sex (not sex wise..actual sleep): yeah bEEN OUTTA THE us: no =( cried over a guy/girl: yeah been so drunk you threw up: no broken a bone: yup gone out with the same sex: no kissed the same sex: no This or that Cuddle or Kiss: cuddle.. then kiss Sex or messing around: neither in 14 thank you 0=) Hair or no hair: lol punk or goth: punk rap or metal: metal movies or reg. tv: movies loving someone or liking someone: loving someone hate or love: love boys or girls: boys aim or msn: AIM good charlotte or eminem: GC caffine or sugar: sugar happy or sad: happy music or tv: music What... time is it: 7:05 AM. i cant fall asleep are you doing: listening to music and doing this survey do you like to do when your bored: listen to music or call someone or whatever day is it: Thursday Random One person you would have sex with and why: confidental. probally adam russell tho! got any pets: yeah What do you eat for breakfast: food Wear boxers?: yup How about bras (if your a guy...and you say yes... ekk): yeah More love stuff What kind of guy/girl do you like: its pretty long to explain. its also too much to ask for Does looks matter: not really What turns you on: when a guy smellls really good, when they wear their pants lower than their boxers with a stud belt, and when they wear those black sex bracelet things Are you aggeressive or not: ehh not really DO you like kissing: sure Would you have oral sex: confidental Name one person you'd do anything with: omg why do you care?! Are you in love: no What is love: x Nick names Got nick names?: LB L*biZ or L*biZ train How'd you get them: meg and her mom like them: sure Your Sig. Other What's their name: x How long have you been together: x same or opposite sex: x but if i had one its oppostie sex what is the best thing psychically about them: x what is the best thing mentally about them: x Would you change anything about them: x What is one thing you want to change: x Do you think you will be together for ever: x Ever had a arguement: x Do they have any flaws: x DO YOU LOVE EM: x One person you.. Love: Adam Russell Hate: i dont really hate neone Trust: Meg Distrust: cant tell Want to get to know more: someone =) Want to sleep with: shut up with these questions Want to go out with: who knows Want to tell something: i dont have nething to tell Feel sorry for: uh Kids and marriage Are you married: yes in my mind Got kids: no Want to get married: yeah Have kids: yeah Who would you get married to: adam russell but realisticly that wont happen so someone else Music ...this or that What music do you like: Rock What music can't you stand: Rap Marilyn Manson or Shania Twain: Shania.. my mom loves her Sum 41 or Eminem: Sum 41 Rap or rock: Rock rock or metal: both punk or techno: Punk alt. or heavy metal: ethier Slipknot or Good Charlotte: ethier No music or Music: music. a must have In conclusion Describe yourself in one word: Lauren Would you change anything about yourself: yeah If you had all the money in the world what would you buy: college, stuff my family needed and whatever else i wanted Whats one thing you want to do before you die: sky dive, bungee jump, see soty in concert One person you want to meet before you die: adam russell or mike glita Whats your career goal: to be famous and signed my DTR or to be a nurse Whats your opinion on gay marriages: whatever floats your boat What abou gay and bi people: i think bi is kinda weird but whatever floats your boat too Wheres one place you wanna live: france or cali Is there any one you'd live with..and who?: ? Got piercings?: yeah Want some? and where: i have my ears peirced. i want a bellybutton ring and maybe a lip ring Got tatoos: no want some and where: on my hips and on my back Would you have sex with a stranger: probally not Last question... Kiss a stranger: probally The survey to keep your Boredom away...at least temporarly! brought to you by BZOINK! Well... it's love, it's love, it's love

Noone sleeps tonight til everything is burned and everyone is sacrificed. [01 Sep 2004|06:28pm] [ mood | bouncy ] ahh i just got hone from practice.  i love field hockey. this team is soo cool all the people are awesome. i was talking to lots of people i never really talked to before and roney is in my lunch =D today was a good practice. we ran a lot and it was lots of fun running while all the other sports were playing, it gives you something to watch and take your mind off of running. being positive =D i dont know why but i loved that friggen practice. tomorrow i think we find out what team we are on and im so nervous! i hope i make a good team =x jessica mae wants me to help her with her livejouranl so if im smart enough i can fix hers too =) so im gonna go help her. later <3 noise and kisses <3 lauren ps. NEVER eat mcdonalds before or after field hockey. =P Well... it's love, it's love, it's love

I've got a 20 dollar bill that says noones even seen you without makeup.. [01 Sep 2004|01:25pm] [ mood | anxious ] i changed my layout all by myself today =) now i know what im doing! yay! ok newhoo, nothing happened today. i was online the whole time. i have hockey at 3 and i cant wait to go. these last 3 days are whats going to "make you or break you" i personally think. im gonna go get ready for practice. later xo noise and kisses <3 lauren Well... it's love, it's love, it's love

I make excuses just to touch you and I can't stop.. I can't stop<3 [31 Aug 2004|10:40am] [ mood | excited ] ok.. the last 3 days i cant remember what happened. so ill talk about yesterday. lol after hockey i couldnt go to the party thing that i wanted to cause it was just all messed up. so i had to go to megs with her mom and her. LB had to work so we went to the pool with her and it rained. we must be cursed cause every time we go there it rains =P but yeah, when it wasnt raining, i went swimming and got SO much of my honors packet done. =) meg was slepping most of the time. but then it started to like, downpour so we left =) then i hung with meg and her mom and we were PLANNING on going to my house to watch movies and eat ice cream cause my mom isnt happy and it was raining and what not it was just the right timing for that. but nooo i had to go to dads. lol so maybe tonite or something. who nos today, our practice, as a team, was soo awesome. we all did good. our coach was proud =) we had to stay inside tho and play in the gray gym cuase it was wet and slippery outside. we did a 20 minute run around the school it was so cool. tee*hee then we did a whole bunch of other stuff like stick work, running, and what not. at the end of practice i got my big sister =D its jamie earl!! shes so cool man i was hoping i got her =D im reallllllly suuper happy =D wow im excited =) =D ok well, meg called me so i gotta go. later <3 noise and kisses - lauren Well... it's love, it's love, it's love

I want you to know that I miss you, I miss you so [28 Aug 2004|02:32pm] [ mood | content ] Yesterday when we went to megs dads wedding, meg and I went to listen to music in the car. we didnt turn it on all the way tho. we put the AC on and then we listened to music. after about 4 minutes, the speakers in the back started making weird sounds like someone was trying to get so we turned the bass down. it still was being stupid. so we got freaked out and we left. then after the wedding was over, mr brennan got changed and we went to the car. were in the car and he tries to turn it on and it dosnt start. lol. me and meg looked at eachother like... shit were in trouble! then this guy who worked at the church got his jumper cables but that didnt help. =x so me and meg walked away and we talked. i reallllly wanted to climb this tree and i walked over to it and i almost died casue i saw this huge bug thing that comes back every 7 years or whatever. it was only their skin but it was freaky. lol then judy came and we went to the game. at the game we were up soo high. but it was cool. i got water ice =) newhoo, we were leaving and this random kid came up to us and was like do you work here? and we didnt think he was talking to us cause we did NOT look like we worked at the stadium and then he asked again and i was like NO! lol then this cool guy walked by and he was like "its a yellow bus!" but i guess you had to hear it cause it was funny. and meg and I were just being really stupid and making jokes about the dumbest things like when this car ran over a can and i said, crush the car.. puncture the tire. =) lol then this morning me and meg tried to make eggs after we fought for 15 minutes on what we wanted to eat. the house still smells like something is burning =D meg burnt her toast too and the eggs didnt turn out to be dippy. lol noise and kisses <3 lauren Well... it's love, it's love, it's love

FORGET MY NAME * [27 Aug 2004|10:55am] [ mood | mellow ] yesterday after meg came over for a little bit we went to her dads house. last night we watched the olympic field hockey game and its soo cool. i wanna do that =)  neways, today we are going to megs dads wedding he has to play at and then we are going to the phillies game. theres going to be like 4 little kids with us too. it sucks but itll be fun. i want dip -n- dots. =D and i have to run so when i go home on sunday i think thats what ill do =) cause we start mandatory on monday =x nervous lol adam adam adam adam adam adam adam adam adam adam adam adam<3 noise and kisses <3 lauren Well... it's love, it's love, it's love

If you keep driving we'll be lying in the wreck * [26 Aug 2004|10:30am] [ mood | accomplished ] today i had hockey practice. the last regualr practice before everything starts to count. gracie gave me a ride there and home and on the way home her dad was like godall of new jersey is gay, we should just be gay too. lmao it was a funny conversation. no offence tho =) at practice on tuesday i ran my 2 tree lines in 21:23 minutes and today when i ran my 2 tree lines, i ran it in 19:59 minutes =D immm soooo happpy!!!! and i havent even been running a lot. i walked a little yesterday to meet chrissy and danielle but woah im stoaked! overall tho, i think i had a ok practice. pretty good i guess. were going kyacking on saturday, i doubt i can go, but theres a pool party after practice on monday. i wanna go! thats when we get our older sisters =D tee*hee. Tonite im going to megs dads house at 5 and tomorrow were going to that phillies game so im gonna go take a shower, pack and watch DTR! ((hmm i guess umm i guess)) later <3   noise and kisses xo -lauren Well... it's love, it's love, it's love

I could go all night* ox [25 Aug 2004|08:00pm] [ mood | hopeful ] ...After orientation, I talked to Chrissy and I met her and Danielle at the white bridge and we walked to Wawa. Their friend Michelle? was in there working lol. That whole experience was fun =) Then we walked back to Chrissys and hung there. Chrissy couldnt go to the HIPV concert and I felt bad for her. But that's gonna  be made up cause I think I'm allowed to go to the Senses Fail concert =D!! I gave up on the <3 SoTy <3 concert casue I know that was a definite no. =/ But my mom said I can probally go to the other concert =D and Danielle might be coming too! that would be so much fun you have no idea!! Then after we were calmed down, we just hung out and did fun stuff like we always do. lol Then we ate TACOS for dinner. way cool! then me and Chrissy rocked out to TBS hehe were cool. Tomorrow I have FH practice.... and Gracie is taking me <3 Then I think I'm going to Meg's dads or something cause were going to a Phillies game or whatever on Friday. I gotta get some moooooola. That is going to be hard. I gotta go mooch off of my mom. later ((faggott)) =) noise and kisses <3 lauren   He is so amazingly perfect* oh my god xo Well... it's love, it's love, it's love

I miss you so much that it hurts <3 [25 Aug 2004|01:03pm] [ mood | relaxed ] today so far, i woke up early cause i had to get ready for orientation. then i was all ready and what not and i went out to the bus. the bus drive was a complete moron. he got lost, forgot to pick some people up and he asked us where we got dropped off. like we were supposed to know. the hole finding your classes thing was soo confusing. i am gonig to die when i get to oakcrest. =x i saw all my friends that i havent seen in forever. my bus is made up of complete losers like bret and joe joe. at least i have jessica mae and becca brown on there <3 lots of people were shocked to see me with my braces =( lol. there were some hot guys there too man <3 hehe. my mom went to the beach without me. that bitch. grr so now im home all day long with nothing to do. i think i mite be hanging out with chrissy and danielle tho =D yay! so ill be back later*   noise and kisses <3 lauren Well... it's love, it's love, it's love

I thought it through and my worst brings out the best in you* [24 Aug 2004|12:06pm] [ mood | dirty ] ok i couldnt update yesterday cause my dads computer was messed up. yesterday my dad picked me up at 2 or something and we went to lunch. then we went to best buy and MY DAD GOT ME HE DRIVE THRU DVD =D i watched it for 5 hours last night. im a geek. then my dad made me watch this show on HBO and its aobut this famous teen and how hes a megamillionare or something and how he hangs with his friends. vince [the famous kid] is hot. wow ill definitly be watching that show more often. neway today i had practice. we had to run 2 laps and then 2 tree lines. i finished 2 tree lines in 21 minutes and 23 seconds. its good but could be better. there was only like 2 freshman infront of me. so i didnt have to run extra at the end =) but yeah it was cool.... im going home tonight cause of orientation tomorrow morning. blah im gonna go take a shower and work on my honors thing. later <3   noise and kisses - x o - lauren Well... it's love, it's love, it's love

All I want is you ox [23 Aug 2004|12:37pm] [ mood | curious ] heres a quiz for ppl to take. fill it out and put it in my comments. I GOT THIS FROM MEGHAN BRENNAN CAUSE SHE IS WAY COOLER THAN I AM! =D <3 What Would You do if.. I cried (( I asked you to help (( I died from natural causes (( I said I liked you (( I kissed you (( I stole something (( I was hospitalized (( I ran away from home (( I got in a fight and you were there (( I got dumped (( I pissed you off (( I did something that you could never forgive me for (( What Do You Think Of My... Personality (( Eyes (( Face (( Hair (( Clothes (( Voice (( Humor (( Choice of music (( Mannerisms (( Family (( Friends (( Decisions (( Would You... Be my friend (( Tell me the truth no matter what (( Lie to make me feel better (( Spread rumors about me (( Keep a secret if I told you one (( Loan me some cash (( Hold my hand (( Take a bullet for me (( Keep in touch (( Try and solve my problems (( Love me (( Want me naked in your bed (( noise and kisses <3 lauren 3 Make it h u r t <3 ♥ Well... it's love, it's love, it's love

You're my everything <3 [23 Aug 2004|11:56am] [ mood | bouncy ] Right now im talking to alexa on the fone. She is telling me my mood cause i cant decide. She coming home today =D Shes going to her dad-Os, Just like the rest of us. Seriously everyone is at their dads. Me, Meg, Chrissy, Lexa AND Danielle is with Chrissy at her dads house lol. Dad's house are stinky. But im hoping!!! that my dad will be super nice and take me to get the drive-thru vol.2 dvd <33. Woah i want it super bad. Hehe--- anyway, I'm really bored so I made an enrty. =) Dad is gonna be here soon and he's taking me out to lunch. It's gona be weird cause it's never me and my dad. We are always with other people, lol I figured perfect timing to  beg for the dvd I want. 0=) noise and kisses <3 lauren Well... it's love, it's love, it's love

Come on sweet catastrophie <3 [22 Aug 2004|05:14pm] [ mood | productive ] The truth is you could slit my throat and with my one last gasping breath I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt<3 Once again, today was a rather boring, slow moving day. I woke up at 8 something and it was absolutly beautiful outside and i was reallllly wanting to go to the beach today. that didnt happen. =/ then i was really bored til about 10 when i took a nap for like 45 minutes. lol then abbie called me and asked if she could come home and i was like .. ugh fine i guess i cant say no cause i was supposed to be babysitting her. so now shes here and my hole day is thrown off cause i had to watch her. but its cool cause i didnt have plans neway. i played field hockey for about 30 mins and then i got mad at myslef casue i wasnt doing good so like a loser i gave up and went inside =) neways then danny went and got us lunch and i made a new screen name [woo hoo!] and then i took a shower. im going to my dads tonite when my mom gets home from work. if someone wants to hang out or whatever call me <3 tomorrow i cant do nething cause of FH on tuesday morning, tuesday i cant do anything cause of orientation on wensday and wensday i cnt do anything casue of FH on Thursday =D hehe. im a busy girl i guess. im really confused about this hole pick up time for orientation. it ses 1 hour and 45 mins after your regular pick up time. so 6:55 plus 1:45 is 8:00? i dont get it. lol if anyone can help me... please do. Tee*Hee i have to go pack now =P blah. later - x o - noise and kisses <3 lauren 2 Make it h u r t <3 ♥ Well... it's love, it's love, it's love

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